LAST TRY....LAST HOPE

Last try of my life
Last hope of my life
My try will die
My hope will die
If this remains unsaid

I went through rough
I went through tough
But always prayed god
Wanted his blessings
Wanted his stand next to me

Again am in rough
Again I am praying god
Hoping for the best
Trying for the best

Said, This My Last Try
Said, This My Last Hope
If this try....
If this hope .....
Ends unsaid, then....

Take this Promise my World
Me will never Hope anything
Me will never try anything
Me will just be a body with no soul.

My, Last Try
My, Last Hope.

TIME TO PEN

Time to pen now
Stuck with work
Busy in corporate world
Been in different trance
May be some of me being away from my thoughts


Happy to be back
Though wen came to pen
Felt like a stranger
Cognizant on wat to write
Arrested by my fingers


Tried to pen some thoughts
But realized, my thoughts are not mine
Asked my thoughts to come to me
Asked my thoughts to be wit me
My thoughts gestured no interest
Ink in pen went stewed (dried)

New Begining - HYD

Started my life again
I can say my career it is
Shifted from Bangalore to Hyderabad
With a new offer to lead life in hand

Ogily PR it is
Excited abt the new offer
To explore a lot
To learn a lot
To interact a lot
To meet a lot

New things at hand
New venture beneath
New expectations
New give and take

Many to untie, many to unfold
Life has ventured a new phase
A new world
Even me in stock(hope)
For the best to come
Let me talk to you 6mnths down the lane
Guess will be able to answer myself............

Umeed

Kyun karthi hun mein ye sabh
Kyun hun mein yesi
Kya mein khud zimedhar hun is sabh ka
Kya mein ho nahi sakhthi alag


Jisse pyar kiya
Usi ko dhi gham
Jisko chaha usi ko diye dhuk
Kyun karthi hun mein ye sabh


Vo mera sabh kuch hai
Pyar karthi hun mein usse
Intezar karungi mein uska
Hoga mere bhi zindagi aabadh
Aaye ga vo bhi laut ke
Leke shusiyo ka dher

Aaja mere bacha
Bas yehi hai duya meri,
Teri har gham ho khatam
Aaye khusiyo ka mela.

Go on...Go on....Go on....

Go on...go on...go on....
For how long shud i jus go on with life
Life has given me none
Every conversation has jus spelled out one thing
Go on with life.

But why, why shud i jus go on with life
Am i so worthless that life cant go with me
All pain, all compromises only from my end
But what i get at the end
Jus more of these.

Now dying to rest in peace
Would like to lie down in mother's womb
Want to be isolated but yet crowded
Will i ever rest in peace
Will ever there be an ending to this
Please any one have this answer
Show me the way.

Why Is It?

Again and Again I talk about the same
Again and Again I cry on the same
Is it because i deserve it
Or am i born for this

Everyday, every minute I have something new
Something new which scatters me from the heart
I cry in pain, tears turned to blood
But still no peace at heart
No joke to cheer, No life to live

What am I, Where am I
I live life coz i have too
Seems no choice even to live my own life
Life has become meaningless
Patience has saturated
No wish to lead this life
And no desire to end the life
So, Me will live like dead body
Is it thats why i am here

Phir Vohi Kahani

Phir vohi kahani

Khatam hote hi shuru hui

Pas aake phir door hui

Jisko chaha vo door gaya

Jisko paya vo bhi door hua

Par kehtha hai hamesha

Chaha tha hui sirf tumhi ko

Phir bhi gabrahtha hai dil

Yekin nahi kartha hai dil usko

Apne hi aankhon mein aasoon lathi hui mein

Jaan ke bhi an jaan banthi hun mein

My Stage Performance in Accenture.

Tic...Tic...Tic...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfC0KacscDk (Rajkumar's Song)

Where AM I

"Where Am I" echo's in me out of a blue

Which hauls (pulls) me out of my life?

Everything looks pale, everything looks worthless

Surprised to find myself lost among the crowd

Takes my energy away, digs my dreams beneath

Tries to question my self, Am I where I wanted to be

But get none answers.

Wish to go back and plan my life again

But found no alteration to time

Though not happy with what I am.

When lonely, I find none beside but only the echo,

"Where Am I', "Where Am I', "Where Am I'

Hope & Me

HOPE- just a four letter word

But ruined my life from the roots

Never got what I hoped

And never hoped what I got

But HOPE is still within

Still Hoping for the same

It’s testing my patience and vice-versa

Still waiting the Destiny to hope for me

And me hoping for the destiny.

Past is my soul

Life has taken a new turn again
Full of roses and pleasant light
But scared to welcome the same
Past is still with me as my breath
Which makes me feel alive
The struggles, the pain, the lose
But still too scared to welcome the new life
As past is still in me as my soul.